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余常闻医道小生挑灯以习,其自昏达曙,目不交睫。余求学于医道,岁未半,既念其酸苦亦知其甘甜,颇有感怀,故作此文以记医道小生之日常。
平旦,行园中,天色微明,树影如濯。其间水波舒漾,鸟鸣不惊。有小道,石磴修整,羊肠蛇延。道尽,得小楼,善志楼也。其解剖之所。善志,感大体师恩所作。生既服白褂,视其师,唇吻翕辟。杂然筋脉网络,盘根错节;综错千万头绪,不知何词。各各悚立以闻,明察以观,爬罗剔抉,似寻针芥。探弓丛而发窦穴,靡计不施,切磋琢磨,战战兢兢。然未几,方得其要领,小郤大窾,枝经肯綮,皆洞若观火,了然于胸也。其僵劲俯首久立灼目味间,略无倦厌意,中有所得者,是以勤艰所就也。夫医术苟然哉?必将有得于大体之道者,日与其处,无惧畏以试之,方有所悟。故凡不践而妄求医道,庸谬望也。
日中,当食。食堂卧楼北,肩颈攒行。排窗齐列丹赭青蓝菜肴数十有余,渫煮充盘,参差式样,色绰味明,尽眼难收。阿姨目光炯炯,辛勤打菜。定神求座,急步赴食。登至二楼,无论林林总总之珍馐美馔,尚有饮品,缭乱眼眸。有奶茶,其味甘而不涓,作料酢正鲜酸,流羡咽嗌,况亲食乎。麦田之冰沙,味长汁多,冷而不寒,除烦解渴,勿有匹者。其西接铭点之咖啡,善醉,醇而醒人,沁人舌脾,时见秉烛夜游而学之小生对饮于此。
食毕,稍得憩于寝。至未时,复之博学楼以习。外文信息,药化数理,悉蒙冲巨舰,不可谓轻易,而涵泳求知,所得不可谓鲜靡。然有遗惑未解,则他日早起之时,无闻窗外鸟鸣之音,无闻舍友洗漱之声,无见床褥凌乱,但觉昨未解之惑仍撄于心,如烟云郁胸而久弥。行于道,坐于堂,皆无暇顾外物,食饭无味,手机亦无趣。一惑未竟,一惑又起,兀的急煞小生。长也,毛发浓疏不自知,衣褥脏旧亦未觉。是古人云:不得道不知肉味,不明志不安寝食。
医道小生亦凡人,忧喜、哀乐、感激、怨怼亦如常人。然昧旦丕显,日昃乃归。书盈四壁,不舍昼夜。每恹恹欲睡,而抱灯无暇以眠。微念琴棋书画之享,只顾得柴米油盐之常。期末愈笃,则勤惰自知,当博览强记,通药理晓病因。不精于学不敢哗然堂前,以害医者之铭。
此可谓医学生日常,吾视之平水有浪,不可度船无桨。医道之漫且艰若此,至精至微,从不敢忘。昔日裘法祖前辈之教导:医不近仙者不可为医,德不近佛者不可为医。小生定当铭心立碑,求医道之无尽,访德行之无穷,一生所向,远兮修行。
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